I've been thinking about a conversation I had last week with a Zimbabwean woman who lives in Dallas. We initially became acquainted via the wonderful world of Facebook. As I quickly discovered, she’s a very talented artistic person with a great deal of diversity and has a kind and gentle spirit that is deeply burdened for her nation. Like so many in the Diaspora, she longs to see her people set free from the tyranny of political oppression and once again on the road to personal and national healing.

For those in my very inner circle of friends, they know the anxiety I’ve had over writing “Saving Zimbabwe”. While I knew I had to tell the story, the fact that I was a white guy from middle America seemed to me to be a huge problem. In fact I argued with God about the logic of it up to and during my last trip to South Africa in Sept of 2009. It was in a rather vulnerable moment that I shared with a trusted friend my fear of being misunderstood and labeled as a "know-it-all-American." He looked me straight in the eyes and said with a great deal of conviction, "You are the only one who could have told this story as you have nothing to gain or lose by it." It was in that one poignant moment that my soul seemed to finally find peace as he was right.
The only thing I want out of this is to see the people of Zimbabwe free to pursue the destiny that God has for their nation. I feel strongly that it is a significant one! At the moment there is a battle over who will determine Zimbabwe's future. Will it be God or will it be men? The choice is really in the hands of Zimbabwean people.
The situation in Zimbabwe 30 years ago was not altogether different from one in Israel 3,000 years ago. The historical record in 1 Samuel 8:4-17 records that...
All the elders of Israel gathered together and came to Samuel at Ramah. They said to him, “You are old, and your sons do not follow your ways; now appoint a king to lead us, such as all the other nations have. But when they said, “Give us a king to lead us,” this displeased Samuel; so he prayed to the LORD. And the LORD told him: “Listen to all that the people are saying to you; it is not you they have rejected, but they have rejected me as their king. As they have done from the day I brought them up out of Egypt until this day, forsaking me and serving other gods, so they are doing to you. Now listen to them; but warn them solemnly and let them know what the king who will reign over them will claim as his rights.”
Samuel told all the words of the LORD to the people who were asking him for a king. He said, “This is what the king who will reign over you will claim as his rights: He will take your sons and make them serve with his chariots and horses, and they will run in front of his chariots. Some he will assign to be commanders of thousands and commanders of fifties, and others to plow his ground and reap his harvest, and still others to make weapons of war and equipment for his chariots. He will take your daughters to be perfumers and cooks and bakers. He will take the best of your fields and vineyards and olive groves and give them to his attendants. He will take a tenth of your grain and of your vintage and give it to his officials and attendants. Your male and female servants and the best of your cattle and donkeys he will take for his own use. He will take a tenth of your flocks, and you yourselves will become his slaves.”
From my perspective, this is the same choice Zimbabweans made 30 years ago. Things looked so promising back then and yet now 30 years later, the dream has evaporated but for an elite few. One of the questions that “Saving Zimbabwe” addresses is why did the dream become a nightmare? Another one is how do we get things back on track? While the early pages of the book may be a challenge emotionally, they are the thoughts and feelings of many who have been affected by the developments in Zimbabwe. If God is allowed to have any say in the matter, the future of Zimbabwe is a bright one. “Saving Zimbabwe” is about the hope He brings to the people and to the nation.
As some of you may already know, for the last year we have been working on a project called "Compassionate Hands." Our goal has been to send over to Zimbabwe a 40' container filled with medical supplies. As I’m writing this, I’m sitting in our warehouse waiting for the shipping container to arrive so we can load our supplies this weekend. Our whole team is so excited to see this project come to fruition. It truly has been a labor of love with so many different people helping out along the way. Thank you to all of you who gave something.
Now to changing gears. I just had the most interesting sociological interaction that has my mind lost in thought this afternoon. Let me explain…
Our “warehouse” facility is actually in the basement of a building that faces a major street in downtown Kansas City, KS. As with most all old US cities, the buildings are built right next to each other. Behind the warehouse is a narrow alley that directs traffic one way. The door for the warehouse opens up into this alley where we load and unload supplies. Soon a large shipping container will arrive and block off the alley for the weekend. At the same time, it just so happens that there is a parking lot adjacent to our building filled with cars of the people who work in the building next door. Wanting to be courteous, I decided to drop in at the company and warn them that a big truck is going to block the one way alley and therefore they are going to have to go in the opposite direction when they leave tonight.

As I turned and walked out the door I realized that in that little moment I was seeing a microcosm of our society. I don’t believe it was a race based issue as much as a socio-economic issue. The obviously wealthier white woman came from a lifestyle that was governed by a measure of predictability and security that her wealth afforded her. In her world there was a proper way of doing things that if or when the pattern was broken, set off a chain of emotions that started with fear. The other woman, who was obviously much poorer, lives in a world that often times she has little control over. She doesn’t have the economic power to do what she wants, when she wants and is often at the mercy of forces more powerful than she is. She learned to do what she needs to do to survive…adapt!
Here's something to ponder, are the poor actually better equipped to deal with crisis than we are? Are they stronger by virtue of what they've been through and done to survive? Adaptability is a skill set they have acquired in the furnace of affliction. Maybe we have something quite profound to learn from them.
I do think that this plays a significant role in why the African and Chinese Christians that I have met, seem to have a much stronger faith than most westerners I know. We in the industrialized world seem to have more faith in our systems to protect us. When they fail, we hit the panic button and get that "deer in the headlights" look. We have no idea what to do next or how to think on our feet and quickly adapt.
I think that we who consider ourselves strong would be well served to humble ourselves and learn from our bothers & sisters who have been tested in the furnace of affliction. There is a deep strength that develops in ones soul from resistance or situations in life that are unpredictable.
We also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope. Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit… (Rom. 5:3-5)

In thinking about this story, it certainly is sheds a different light on the sanitized versions we heard in Sunday school. I wonder if our expectations of God's blessings look a lot more like a nice wicker basket with a beautiful bow and kind note from God telling us how wonderful we are. Truth be told, when the supernatural invades the natural chaos ensues. Things are turned upside down and the order of things gets messed up. I wonder how many of us are really ready to deal with the chaos blessing can bring. As for me, its stretching my boundaries beyond what I even thought possible. I'm in uncharted territory and yet while exhausted, I'm filled with a heart of gratitude for the goodness of God.

As a twenty year old I was told by a wise old man "you can't drive a 10 ton truck over a 1 ton bridge." He was addressing my youthful enthusiasm in attempting to accomplish significant things for God without the developing the necessary strong relationships. It took me another 20 years to figure out how wise his words were. Along life's highway I have a number of regrettably collapsed bridges! In going to South Africa my focus was not on "what" I was doing there but "who" would God bring across my path. As I look back, I'm astounded at the quality relationships that developed during my time there. I feel a sense of deep gratitude to the people of South Africa for their not only embracing my story but me as well. I look forward to returning in 2010 to continue on this amazing journey...with my friends!
Next week I will be in the warehouse everyday preparing for our second sorting day on Nov. 7th. I also learned this week that a group of nurse trainees would like to come in Weds-Fri to do their "community service" requirements by helping us out. That should be interesting and we sure have a lot of work for them to do. We are so grateful for all your help in this endeavor. These supplies will make a huge impact on thousands of peoples lives.
As crazy as it sounds, I just realized this morning that I’m going home tomorrow! For some reason I had it in my head that I was leaving on Tuesday the 20th. That’s actually the day I’m supposed to arrive in Kansas City. I’m sure glad I noticed that before totally embarrassing myself at the airport. Of course Elizabeth would have been none too happy when I was a no show at the KC airport.
I have such mixed emotions as I write this. On the one hand, I’ve missed not having Elizabeth with me on this journey and having her share in all that has happened. I’m so looking forward to going home and seeing her and talking about all that has unfolded. On the other hand I’m feeling a ting of sadness. The many new and rekindled relationships that have developed here having me feeling like I’m leaving behind family. The one thing that gives me solace is that I’m coming back next year to see everyone!
I can’t thank all of you here in South Africa enough for being such wonderful hosts. Thank you for sharing your nation and yourselves with me. I have had an incredible time here, one that has left an indelible impact on my life. I can only pray that I too have left something of the heart of God with all of you. Until we meet again…may God smile on all of you and show you His tender mercies everyday!
At 9:00 AM this morning I received a call that Vinko Coetzee was here to see me. I had not met Vinko before today but he too is connected to the story of The Community of Reconciliation. How we discovered each other is a story all in itself…
As we sat today and shared our journeys, I quickly realized just how deeply Vinko had been affected by the people of The CoR. The tears tricking down his cheeks as he talked was the first clue. We spent the next few hours sharing our experiences and how the martyrdom of our friends had affected us over these many years. He filled in a number of gaps in the story for me as he lived on the community afterwards in the effort to try and rebuild it. Sadly, even with the best of intentions, they couldn’t recapture what the original group had. It seemed that the grace for The CoR had died with them. I shared with Vinko something that I learned a few days ago from Thabani. Earlier this year, Charles Masuku the leader if the squatter encampment, who was the driving force behind the raid that killed my friends, was killed by the hands of his own brother! I couldn’t help but think of the saying “what goes around comes around.”
As Vinko and I were winding things down, Matt & Jen Marais walked in the door fresh off their flight home from Bali. The newlywed couple had come over to the Davis’s to collect their things and begin the process of setting up house. I said my good-byes to Vinko and started loading up my car with various bits and pieces that Matt had stored at his apartment. He certainly hasn’t wandered far from home as they have leased a place just a few properties down from the Davis’s on St Patrick Rd. It’s set on a very quaint estate with large beautiful trees all around. I stayed for a few minutes while we caught up with each other and then headed back to my place for a nice quiet evening. I have had so many marvelous and unexpected experiences on this journey. I think I’ve reached the point of saturation; it’s as if my soul cannot possibly hold one more thing. It’s time for me to go home now and ponder all that has happened this last month. I have so much to think about. I’m missing Elizabeth terribly and look forward to snuggling up in chair and watching a movie together. Of course as always, Elizabeth will fall asleep but that’s OK, I will enjoy just holding her.
Thabani came by this morning to pick me up and we headed over to East Gate Mall to spend a few hours with Tatenda Gunguwo of Voice of Peace in Zimbabwe. While we waited for Tatenda to arrive, I ducked into a Barber Shop to get my hair cut as I was looking a bit scruffy. I figured that with me having been gone a month and going home soon, Elizabeth probably wouldn’t want to kiss someone that looked like a homeless person.
Things have grown substantially since those days. With the addition of a dynamic wife (Lucia) and children of their own, Voice of Peace now cares for over 200 orphaned children in 4 locations. Things have not been easy. During last year’s elections in Zimbabwe, Voice of Peace had 3 of their pastors killed as well as staff members raped and children abused. Tatenda recounted one night while returning home from another part of the country, he walking in the house only to find over 60 terrorized people huddled in the dark. At one point the military actually came in and took over one of the orphanages, using it as a base from which they could terrorize the community. While the violence has calmed down, the country is still in disarray. Voice of Peace is actively involved in helping keep people alive through agricultural training and medical clinics in the rural areas. Teaming up with Farming God’s Way, VoP is in the process of distributing 4 tons of seed to be planted and harvested during the next growing season. Tatenda shared that while working with the Ministry of Health, he was shocked to find out how little health care was available in the rural areas. VoP started doing medical clinic’s there and the need was so desperate that hundreds of people would come walking distances of 100 km or more. While healing their bodies, Tatenda would share the message of the Gospel and soon churched were popping up wherever they went.
If further funding comes in, Compassionate Justice would like to send 2 shipping containers to Zimbabwe. One would help set up a mobile clinic base in Harare that would operate both as a working clinic on one of the orphanages as well as a staging facility for mobile clinics. Phase 2 will be outfitting a school bus as a mobile clinic and shipping it over in 2010. This will substantially increase the amount of supplies, equipment and personal that can go out on any mobile clinic. The thing that stands out when talking to Tatenda is that he is a healer. He’s healing the emotional scars of abandoned and lonely children. He’s healing people’s bodies through medicine and prayer. He’s healing the land by teaching people how to care for it.

Thabani has been on quite a personal journey and one eerily similar to my own. As he sat here today and shared his glorious victories and humiliating defeats, I couldn’t help but see the hand of God on his life. He has walked the road less traveled on the back side of the desert as God has honed him. Despite several setbacks, he has time and time again picked himself up and moved forward. He has a story similar to that of the biblical Joseph who stayed faithful even when falsely accused or forgotten. God has honored him and he now has a wonderful career in health care. He started out as an ambulance attendant in 2000 and has worked his way up to being a top paramedic. I’m so proud of him! One of the questions that he has wrestled with is, other than providing for his family, is there any other Divine purpose for these medical skill sets that he has acquired. You should have seen the look on his face when I told him about our Compassionate Hands medical supplies project! He was ecstatic and immediately volunteered to help. I couldn’t have been more pleased at his excitement as he is in Zimbabwe regularly and has numerous contacts within the health care industry in Africa. I could not have imagined that after these many years God would allow us to work together again to help the people of Zimbabwe.
I didn’t sleep well last night as my mind was obsessing over the many things I need to finalize before leaving on Tuesday. I hate it when I have this sense that I’m going to forget something! It’s going to frustrate me even more if I get on the plane and while over the Atlantic, remember what it is I forgot. My mind was on a mission of its own last night to try and figure out what that one thing I've forgot might be. It was a waste of time as I came up with absolutely nothing and there probably is nothing just paranoia!
I then spent the afternoon meeting with various people that are or have access to key components in helping us practically establish a CJI-Africa. As things develop, we will have the infrastructure in place to handle whatever opportunities come our way. While I have no idea where this road I'm on leads, wisdom seems to dictate that having a vehicle is prudent.
I'm really looking forward to tomorrow. I will see my dear friend Thabani for the first time in 22 years! It was through his kindness and patience that on my first trip to Africa I learned what it meant to be African.
I woke up this morning with such conflicted emotions. On the one hand I’ve been gone 3 weeks and looking forward to returning home and seeing Elizabeth. From the sound of her emails, I think she’s ready for me to get back home as well!!! On the other hand, I only have 6 days left here in South Africa and so much yet to accomplish. My mind is moving at warp speed trying to make sure I complete everything I need to get done while I’m in the country. Despite the sense of being way behind, I have an overwhelming sense of gratitude to God for the many new relationships that have developed over my time here. South Africa has some really marvelous people with good hearts and I look forward to working with them in the months and years ahead. What does my soul good is that these are developing friendships not just strategic partnerships. I like how that feels!
From Centurion I drove to the Sandton area to meet with Dianne Featherstone. Dianne, who is an ex-pat Rhodesian, contacted me some months ago via Facebook and we began a dialogue on The Community of Reconciliation and Zimbabwe. As I learned today, Dianne grew up in the Bulawayo area and lived just down the street from the Russell family. The Russell’s had a swimming pool in their backyard that the neighborhood kids all hung out at. Though she was already living in South Africa at the time of the massacre, the deaths of her childhood friends left an indelible impact. Dianne currently works in the world of procurement with Zimbabwe being one of the destinations for the supplies she finds. She has kindly volunteered to help me with whatever I need for Zimbabwe as she has a wealth of information and contacts. I was most grateful for her offer.
From north Sandton I headed to the center of the city where the Deutsche Bank Foundation is located to meet up with Colin Brown and give him a Saving Zimbabwe book. I’ve really enjoyed getting to know Colin and look forward to seeing how we can partner on some Zimbabwean humanitarian projects in the days ahead.